Heyy readers long time no post hehe

Sorry.. Here now i am bored so i just post how i feel this few days or can say this year :)

Ok this gonna be long :)

I start to enjoy this year last year was damn tiring same goes to this but not so tired.

Last year i did alot of self refection and i decided to change not just change but change for good i HATE the old "Vanessa" I like this year me :)

More smile/laugh on my face this year you will see :) I will not go back to the past anymore.

This year friends i can say they are the best they took care of me and make me laugh alot.

I still miss last year friends i still wish they can be mine again but..

Since she say i broke her heart and hurt her i will not go near there cause i don't want to be say like that again.. Last year nobody knows i cried almost everyday now no more i don't want to be hurt by myself saying that i am a useless person to you..

No matter how many times sorry that i have said last year you did not take it now i get up i was stupid to do that.. Self refection is very good :)

Now you want me back what is this all of you make me no friends i can still remember how hard i cry in class nobody came and care/understand my feelings only for Shafiqa and Nabilah I thank them alot for all the caring they gave me but when i look back during camp you got hurt i took care of you alot let you use my phone and called your mum. I thought you are different all the friend i got but it's still the same.. Ok stop talking about me..

Let's talk Kpop My favourite :) :) :)

Jonghyun always NUMBER 1

Onew the cutie :)

I will end here Goodbye :)

SARANGHAE-Jonghyun and Onew :) WEEHEEE~